Thursday, August 27, 2015

Proverbs 21:26

C'mon take it already! C'mon grab it! Hurry! It's dripping everywhere and I don't want any blood to get on my new shirt. Just cup your hands under mine. Okay I'm dropping it into your hands now, don't let it fall. 


*PLOP* Do you have it? Okay good, that wasn't too bad was it? Thanks again for taking it. I've been meaning to share it with someone for a while, I just have never found anyone I trust, but I trust you.

It's cold isn't it? Just hold it for a couple minutes and it will warm up and start pumping again. Maybe you won't like that though, we'll just have to wait and see.


When you get home I'd go wash your hands immediately. A lot of things are going to come out of that, good and bad and I don't think you want to catch the sins that are on it, because they are contagious. When you get home put it in something to protect it like a box, or maybe even an old jar. 


You need to keep this safe. Please keep it safe. 


This is something that is so precious to me. This is something that has told my eyes to cry tsunami's of tears and told my fists to break themselves. This is something that has encaged more beautiful butter flies in my stomach than I can even count sometimes. This is something that has caused me to break and want to go through the floor. This is something that lets me love her more than I should, maybe to the point where it's unhealthy.  


When you decide to take it out of the container you've chosen and get a good look at it, expect a lot of blood to squirt everywhere. I remember the first time I took it out, and it was like a river. I haven't let it out of it's container since. Until now. It doesn't speak that much to others, but I wouldn't take offense, because I think it trusts you. It may be shy at first, but it will sing by the end. You will feel its breath. You will taste its blood. You will hear its beat. It is yours now. So take it, and care for it. If you don't it could break me.